yeah.im going back in just a few hours more.
eheheh
hati sangat berbunga2.
biar bepeluh beribu2 gelen.tp mesia tetap indah dan mekar.
walaupun politik mesia serupa tahi,
tapi tetap aku bli tiket balik mesia.
hehehehheheheheheheheh

http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/1/2/nation/5403562&sec=nation

i was treated as an immigrant as well here in moscow.
and i understood well enough why they treated us that way.
simply because there are certain immigrants that pooped shit on others country they went to.
and put the mark on other innocent immigrant.
fucking moron.
fuck off all the indons and dickhead immigrants.
u r making us look terrible.
pardon me if u r halfly or fully indons blooded.
but yeah.most of u r just sooo fucking bastard till u can even think of selling babies.

fuck of.shit head.

go fuck urself in ur fucking country.

idiotic people shouldnt be given a chance to live.

fuck u.

k.nih recap 2009.
letak gamba je ah.malas la nak type.
sorry ah.nk cakap pon malas,nk type pon malas.
ala.lagipon picture holds a thousand words
=)

k.start with bulan january 2009.
g praktikal kat HSJ,penang.
ni zaman kegemilangan.sbb sayedah jaga.
biaselah.kalau lesbian partner yang jage mmg tip top ah,.okeh.gemok kan?
rase mcm bloating.babi btol.
sorry sayang.this is the only picture that i can find.

k.bulan dua,praktikal abes.ni lah lesbian partner saya shidop semati


ye.inilah pilihan hati.rindu gile ah.emo pulak.
and baby tu sangat comel.rasa macam nak pijak.

okeh.dalam bulan 2 gak,balik2 from praktikal,kelab kembiri buat lawatan sambil belajar kat gunung irau brinchang.tmpt nice gile.weather sedap gle.tp kat peak,tak brape nice ah.tade water source.kene tahan berak.kalau boleh ikat je rectum tu.

okeh.lebih2 plak letak gamba neh.ahaha.seronok lebih.poyo.diam ah.,

ok2.bulan 3 tade pe ngat jadi.
looser.duk umah je.then ade ah climb and g perting.


okeh.bulan 4 saye grad.yer.grad pastu tak amek gamba kat studio tu sbb ramai org.
alasan kukuh.malas nk bdiri panjang2 bpeluh2 tunggu.
i dont know y,i hate my degree.hahaha
sbnanyer tak suke function2 camtu.
nnt ble2 bley je g studio amek gamba dlm studio tu.
pakai baju grad mane2 rembat je ah.
pastu pakai topi koboi.ooopss sory fami.sblm aku mati nnt aku mntk maf lagi.
hahahahahagamba sendiri pakai jubah tu pon tadek.ade gamba bunge je.
balik nanti nk pnjm jubah mak sendiri then amek gamba pegang bunga orkid kat lua.
grad ah tu kire.
ok.

bulan 5 tade pe jadi.ade g camping je ah kot ngn climb.owh.ade2.baru ingat.hahaha
g lepuk ngn abg yen.buat water absailing.ataupun canyoning.
ble disuruh turun from air terjun tu tp mngadap batu bata,aku ckp takut la abg yen
tanak la.tak jadi.
tape saye turun ikut jalan tanah.
takpe la abg yen.takut.
tapi aku tak sedar yg aku still turun ikut tali.wtf.
hahaha.tp best gile.layankan ajee...


tipu ah tu mase canyoning ade org nak amek gamba.
sumorang pon tgh cuak time tu kot.
ni gamba hiasan je.tp tmpt yg same ah.

ok.bulan 6 ade seketul bayi bulat jadi new member of our family.sumpah seketul.tgk gamba ni
jap2.name die irisha marini.dont ask me bout marini tu.tu name adik bradik die.

bulat kan? kalau tegolek dari atas bukit mesti sekejap je dah smp bawah.
pipi die tu memang untuk digigit.

ok.bulan 7 tak igt pape.mungkin time tu ade problem shot term memory.tah la.
kene pukul kat kpale kot ade blood clot kat kpale.kacau nerve.
pape ah.

bulan 8 lak dah kecoh2 nk g rusia.kecoh2 je.tap tak g pon lagi.smp bulan 9.
k.ni gamba before g.byk sket ah.skang tgh emo rase nk balik mesia.
padahal lg 4 hari lg aku balik la mesia.bwahahaha.
tak sabar.babi ah prsaan ni.
starting ngn gamba sedih ni.

tgk budak yg bdiri kt tpi pintu tu.muke sempoi habeh.tade prasaan.
hahaha.
sblm berangkat pergi kena la cium tangan puan guru besar.mintak restu.
diwajibkan berada di bawah ketiak abang kandung selama bebarapa minit supaya tak cari ketiak org lain untuk berpaut bile di tempat orang.

ok.malas dah la nak letak gamba2.ni gamba kt moscow sampai skang.

adik2 berusaha membuat suprise birthday celebration.
rasa sgt teharu n malu.sbb slame ni punyelah kaver macho.
tbe2 layan se suwit camni.
rasa mcm nak jadi princess.
gah.



another birthday celebration ditaja oleh rakan sebaya.
ive been to this japanese restaurant twice for my birthday clbration.
1st ngn amil n kuzie,plus roomate.2nd time ngn kawan baru.hahahaha
rasa btol sgt teharu.n cdt to en.nordee nerdy sbb bagi roses walaupun jauh beribu batu dan lautan. ;_)
its a bit weird gak la sbnanye bile org buat sungguh2 mase birthday aku
kalau kt mesia,mak sndiri akan bagi duit then ckp :hah.meh nk mtk tlg sket.tlg belikan kek.harini trasa mcm nak makan kek.(sambil ketawa kecil tutup2 mulut)
smp kat kedai kek je org tu tanye nk tulis ape.
bile kol mak sndr then tanye nk tulis ape,die ckp 'suh die tulis happy birthday mastura'
wtf.pfffttttt.mastura tu aku kot.im buying my own self a cake.nice one.
anyway,last2 tak jadi bli kek.duit tu dirembat sbb alasan birthday girl sndr tak suke makan kek.so takyah beli kek.hambek.ok.ni gamba luar bilik mase tgh autumn.skang ni tade hijau2 dah.sume putih.rasa mcm duduk kat syurga.
bleurgh.
tak best pon duk sini.nk kuar pon kena pakai baju pelampung.

ok.dah.ni first entry on the 1st day of 2010,pada umo 24.the first entry gak yg pnjg gle ngn gamba yg banyak.1st entry gak yg buat aku tak mandi2 pagi lagi walaupon dah pkol 3ptg.
ok.achievement.

bye 2009.im heading to the bathroom now.

sumorang pon nak wish happy new year kat sumorang.
so,yeah.happy new year jugak pade diri sendiri.
wth.im 24 this year.
im not happy.im not dissapointed.
but im scared.24 beb,but i still dont have anything in my hand that i can be proud of.
tade ape2 achievement pon buat mase neh.
it scares me to the hell.
i really need to put more effort on life.
i do have plans.
but ive planned ahead.not only for each year
but for the future.
and sekarang ni,what can i say is,im still preparing.
preparing for the future.yer.the time has not come yet
macam assasin ah.ade baik pny plan,tp die buat ble timing btol2 sampai.
yeah.im still preparing.this is not just a reason

anyway,what had happened in 2009?

banyak gile.

and alhamdulillah,im still on the right track.
still on the road i chose to be.

hah.emo.feeling plak tulis entry neh.demmit.ni sme sbb tgh dnga lagu creed,lullaby.
anyway,great welcome for 2010.
happy new year mates.



bye.