penat...

dah abes semua bende jadi...aku penat..
aku jadi confuse...
jadi tadek smangat...

which side is right...which side is wrong?
boleh tak dunie ni benti jap pusing.
please give me time to think.
deeply....siriusly..deeply...

there;s nothing left that can be saved..
bende da jadi...
n im part of it..
boleh tak nak lari je from everything?
kalau lari,bende jadik tak mcm yg kte nak?
nonsense..
macam2 nk jadi dlm dunie ni..
but pleasssseee...
dont think u can buy everything..
trase diri ni sgt rendah..
tau tak?
sgt meminte2 sedekah..
cukup la..
u cannot buy anything with luxury..
maybe setengah org ckp,they r everything with money..
tp...
tak sume pon ckp camtu..
aku tak..ok...
i dont care...
walaupun aku tau aku slalu tade duit..
tapi ade aku kesah?
maybe belom masenye aku nk idup senang..
i treasure more on maturity,n org2 yang down to earth..
biarlah kami idop susah,asalkan kami tau langit tnggi rendah,sentiase aware..
mak aku slalu igtkan...tuhan tu,kalau Dia nk muliakan sape2,bile2 mase boleh..
n kalau Dia nk hine sape2, bile2 pon boleh..

herm...tapi tape la..
sume bende jadi ade hikmah...
biar nampak skarang,jgn nmpk nnt2..
biar sedey skang..nnt2 insyaAllah its my turn to be happy.
biar la susah skarang..
biar la bende nk jadi sume skang...
aku redha...
Dia yang tau ape yg terbaik..

walaupon deep down,
aku rase,
dari dulu (lpas SPM),
smp skang..aku still belom 100% redha ngn ape yg dah jadi kt idop ni.
that is my biggest mistake..
tp insyaAllah..
aku akan cube..
when u lose ur faith to God,
He'll lose faith on you..
tu pon mak aku slalu ckp.....