its all coming back to me now.

berak2..
tah knape..
smlm g subaidah kt bayu perdane..
dgn angah n amad..
i ate naan cheese..n tandoori lah..of course..
aku sorang je yg mkn plak tu
pg tadi leh pulak cirit2..
n baru jap td again,cirit 4 d 2nd tym..
what the heck.
sudah2 la tu zaman cirit aku tk lepas lagi ke?
da la lpas zaman cirit,zaman demam lak..
ni demam tak abeh lg,dah cirit balik?
am i being cursed by something or sumone ke pe ni..
adoi..


g ke subaidah.aku beniat nk mkn je.
never thought for having a deep conversation pon psl luv.
tp..angah started the topic la..
plus amad menambah2 ngn pnuh minat..
after all..
stelah ape yg dorang bincangkan balik.
aku terpikir diam2..
aku ni mcm nmpk gayenye tak pnah rilly fall in luv pon..
n amad pointed to me ckp :die ni mmg la.heartless.tak becinte pon tape:
wtf.
im being heartless.sbb no one ever touched my soft part
(dlm hati ok.bukan soft part kt body)
id rather be married to my soulmate.
not my bedmate.
ni pon dorang sembang2 gak mlm smlm..
nk pikir2 balik,
its riiiillllllllyyyyy hard to find a soulmate..
aku pon tak sure if i had found one.
tak kot.. soulmate tu means that kte leh share everything..
mcm bff..
bukan bf je..
bedmates tu byk da la jmp..
sng je kot nk cari bedmates..
damn.
till when nk jmp soulmate.
tatau la.never care.
mmg ade jeles kt sape2 yg da jmp..tp tu la.
blom rezeki aku nk jmp.
its ok..
its better of this way la kan..
less hurt n less hurting.

ade doa yg dr dlu lg aku pnah terbace..
doa yg kalau kte mcm kapel ngn sum1 tu..
kte mntk tlg kt Allah..
if org tu mmg meant for us,
tlg dekatkan die ngn kte..
if not, tlg jauhkan..
doa ni sbnanye nk suh kte byk redha je..
redha ngn ktentuan..
haih.
mls da nk ckp psl feeling2..
entry laen la..
entry ni nk ckp psl ciret je..
cirit pape tah..
smp ble2 aku aneroxia cmni..
mkn da byk da..
tp kurus gak cmni..
abeh camane?